Hey everyone. Sorry I haven't posted much recently. Don't worry, I still read all your entries. I'm sorry for not commenting much, too. It's just I'm finding it really hard to talk to people right now- even online. I don't know why. 

It's just as if I can't really communicate with people. I don't know if this comes from depression, or some sort of social anxiety disorder, or something. It probably wasn't helped by me going to a new school this term. But I think I'm recovering slightly. Although it gets increasingly hard to talk to people in real life. 

It's not that I don't want to talk to people. I really, really do. I just find it so hard. Especially at my new school. I wish I wasn't so shy. I haven't made all that many new friends. It's strange- I wanted to escape my old school so badly, but now I want to go back there. I guess I miss the familiarity. It isn't helped by the fact that there's a boy I like in my new form. I can't speak to him- but it's ok, because he'd never be interested in me anyway.